Thursday, August 25, 2011

I Have All the Reasons

I believed blindly. I'm like a child testing the cold waters waiting for the coldness to hurt my toes. I hesitated and pulled back. I just watched.

Words, harmony, melody, movement, and images were exchanged. I believed them blindly. I drowned myself with possibilities that could never be.

She's a 10 and I'm a 1. I thought you said 0 was null. I believed you blindly.

You brought me higher than I could ever be, only to let me lose the battle with gravity. You said it was you and it ain't me. That, I never believed.

I'm trying to hold my head up high. I'm trying not lose it all. I'm trying not to be engulfed with anger and bitterness, even if I have all the reasons to be one.